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Selasa, 10 Februari 2015

Happy Birthday, You..

hey, you. it's been a year since i know you. not officially one year, but still, i've known you since last year. this year, suddenly 11th of February become a special day to me. it is your birthday. you, one of the amazing person i've ever known..

Jen, this year today, you turn 46. before this, i never believe a phrase "ages is just a number" but when it comes to your case, it is true. ages is truly just a number for you. in my eyes, you are still the same, as same as those Rachel who completely stole my heart. as same as before. as beautiful and shining as always.

Jen, in this post, i will not write anything but thanks, thanks to you. for everything you gave to me without even you realised. thanks, for the laugh you bring to me. for teaching me how important to be kind to everyone. how important to separate a smile all over the world. thanks for teaching me how independent a woman could be without a man.

thanks for teaching me how to be brave, even in the moment on your life when you feel so down and it feels like nobody is going to be there for you, but still, you have those faith that there is a person who actually care.

thank you, for everything, Jen. i'm just a brick on a wall, a star in the sky. nothing important to you. but you have no idea how important you are to me. you have no idea how you inspire me. in this post, let me send you a much much much love i know you will never ever feel, but at least it makes me feels good to know that you are happy, Jen. here i am, down in my knees, asking for your happiness, because you deserve to be. i really hope everything you trying on with Justin right now will soon become a thing, will soon you get.

i never think in my life there is a one person with beautiful blue eyes and blond hair that will stole my heart and make me love her with this much love. this is scaring me sometimes. it still scares me tho, how over 7 billion smiles, and yours still my favorite. you make me happy, because you exist in my world, and you make me sad because i don't in yours.

Happy Birthday, You. Jennifer Joanna Aniston. thanks for being born. thanks for being you. i love you, that much.